Dear Diary: Good Morning…
18 days until work send me to St Lucia & Antigua for some educational training. Yes that’s right. Crazy isn’t it?
I’ve never been to the Caribbean before so it’s going to be a brand new experience. The scary part is that I’m going with about 5 complete strangers… None of whom are from the company I work for.
I hate sleeping in a room on my own but it’s time I man up! I can do this!
Then about 2 weeks after I get back from there I’m off on my own trip with Luke! We never had a honeymoon (down to money) so we’re going away shortly after our one year wedding anniversary. Los Angeles baby!
I’m so excited. We have loads planned. Luke’s never been to the states before and I can’t wait for him to see the way of life out there. It’s going to be the best trip ever!!
My world. #luke #elijah #puggle #pugglesnuggles #cute #love #world
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Dear Diary: The person that I knew, I didn’t really know…
(Calm down it’s song lyrics)
I spoke to an amazing friend last night and even though I was worried, they made me feel 10 times better. That’s what great friends are for.
New dilemma, my friend and ex boss, has said I can go back and do some more shifts there to help me out, it’s great that I can and I’m seriously considering it. What should I do? It would help massively with money but I know it’ll wear me thin. But I can handle it right? Hmmph my life was easier when I worked there… I didn’t have to think about anything when I left to go home at the end of a shift. Go in do the work come home, everything is fine.
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Dear Diary: Its this Place…
Okay so I know why I’ve got lack of motivation. It’s working in a job that is so mentally exhausting.
Don’t get me wrong I enjoy my job (sometimes) and it comes with a lot of benefits. But like everything in life it’s easy for everyone to pick up the negatives. And there’s a lot.
The pressure. The meeting targets. I’m not sure it’s who I am.
I enjoy being covered in paint from the print room, have black nails from ink on the letterpress. It’s who I am. It’s what I love to do.
I miss university, college and school.
Something big is happening hopefully soon. And I have a lot to look forward to. I’m not ungrateful. Just tired.